Sunday, December 29, 2013

Can't sleep whyyy

So I been having a bad health weekend. The weather changed drastically, as it goes in Ohio, and I started to feel bad.

Today I would call an 8 or 9 on the pain scale. I couldn't quite get up all the time and when I did I felt like my nerves were freaking out. I keep trying to sleep but can't for more than a couple hours. Pain in this level makes it hard to type but using Swype kinda works pretty awesome for writing.

I put blogger on my phone so I'm actually going to write instead of skipping months and weeks. Put it on my tablet too, and I'm pretty much set.

Besides the pain weekend, my life has been awesome. I met the love of my life, moved to a new place, and have been building friendships with some amazing people. My pets are happier, I'm happier, and family has noticed how happy I am. Other friends notice how happy I am. It's almost like a dream. I feel kind of like, it's not going to be real and I'm going to wake up, but I realize I am awake I'm still feeling it, and have never felt this good in my entire life. I feel like all the good deeds I've done have accumulated karma and sent it my way finally. I feel pain but only in a physical way. It's not pulling me down emotionally anymore. It can't. And I see karma working elsewhere finally.

Totally weird. But pretty interesting how I notice good things now.

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