I think I might be screwed.
We have a month left to try to find a home and put an offer in. Most of the houses I have been having problems with is because they are not accessible enough or they have something that violates FHA. Hooray for discrimination!
Capitalism doesn't care about us, because I have genetic health problems that cant be controlled.
The planet is on fucking fire though, and I'm watching society collapse in real time.
I have lost all my fucks. I have no more fucks to give.
Maybe someone will magically buy me an accessible home, and I wont have to panic about having a stable living situation. The most accessible houses are in the 80k range and we are only able to look at 75k or less because I cant work anymore. We cant rent anywhere on Jeff's income alone. I dont know what to do anymore. I just want to live in west Cleveland. I just want to live my last miserable years in one fucking place while my body falls apart, and be able to use a wheelchair to get around in my house.
People with EDS age faster in some ways. I lose my mobility as joints become less stable and more prone to dislocating or shifting. I dislocate or partially dislocate large joints at least once a month. My ribs slipped a couple times this past month just from how I was sitting; I will be just chilling working on art, or just watching fucking Netflix, and I suddenly can't breathe. I hate it.
When is society going to pick up disabled people and support them? Probably never.
I'll probably be homeless eventually, as happens to most people with health problems.
my life is fucked lmaaoooo